Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Voices In My Head



I don't think I've gone to far
A little wild I know
Pull your strings a like cheap guitar
Cus I'm in control
You feel it coming
You feel it in your bones
Release your monster
 
I love the voices in my head
You think I'm running of the edge
You wanna fix me but maybe
I like me broken
 
I love my life cuss it's a mess
I'm love for the craziness
You wanna fix it but maybe
I like me broken
 
Make me into your fantasy but
this is a horror show
Games you like to play don't work on me
Cus I got tricks of my own
 
You feel it coming
You feel it in your bones
Release your monster
 
I love the voices in my head
You think I'm running of the edge
You wanna fix me but maybe
I like me broken
 
I love my life cuss it's a mess
I'm love for the craziness
You wanna fix it but maybe
I like me broken
 
Maybe there is crazy in my blood
but I don't care...
 
Song by: Voices In My Head | #NerdOut! (Unofficial SS Soundtrack)  
 

Moonlight Serenade

 
As you can see I changed my blog template. It was not easy finding the perfect one for me. I knew what I wanted but never could find it until now. So much offered is repetitive designs. They are all in a way connected and have to much similarities. The fact I managed to find this one is a miracle and I love it. I finally have something permanent which is nice.  I've also been enjoying from retirement from modeling. Feels nice and a feeling I haven't felt for a long time. I'm going to enjoy being backstage person and helping others. I also get to blog more to. Something I've wanted to do for a while now.
 
This will help me improve my photography skills, editing skills, selecting backgrounds, props, poses and so on. It will also help me get used to becoming a full time blogger. I'm sure some will ask me if I want to blog for others brands and the answer is no I will not. The reason for this is because I own my own brand, I like to blog freely whatever I want and I do not need more work. It got to the point for me where I became exhausted and I knew I had to cut back on many things (included my first step was retiring from modeling). It's been 2 months now and I'm enjoying it every minute of it.
 
Style Card
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Astralia - Nails System (Slink Bento)
TAOX TaTToo Appliers Only Even The Moon VG
#2 Blueberry - Oakley - Rare Gold Wings

Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Fly above the Skies


Fly above the skies
Reach for the stars
Always dream
And never give up
Even when you are down
Only way is up
Success will come
For those who work for it
Even if you have to walk alone
It takes more courage
Keep in mind
Always stay humble
For a genuine person
Gets more out of life
One chapter may close
But another will open
Moving forward is part of life
Even when people tell you no
Even when people tell you to quit
Even when people say you're not good enough
Do not believe them
Keep doing what you do
For your future is yours for the taking
 
Original Poem ~ Rose Mikaelson

Monday, January 23, 2017

All Business


Today is my first full day as a retired model. It felt pretty good. I did promise myself when I do that I would work on becoming a better blogger. I love having one. I get to write whatever I feel and showcase whatever I want. I plan on staying a freelance blogger. That means I will not be tied to any brands. In some way it feels like a weight has lifted off me and it feels good. Now I can fully enjoy all the other amazing things I do and partly stay away from the spotlight. I like being in my own little bubble.  It is peaceful and I love my peace.

Sunday, January 22, 2017

The Last Petal has Fallen


Yesterday was the live audition for The Fantasy Angels and today morning they posted the results. Unfortunately again I didn't pass and it got me thinking that I'm tired of it. I have 2 events left to do and that's it for me. After almost 4 years I am retiring as a model. It's just not in me anymore. I would rather be behind the scenes taking care of my companies now. I have found more success in holding a business then modeling. If I am asked for special events only I will consider it otherwise I am hanging up my heels.